The party at the Mansion was unbelievable. We had a huge jam session with Tommy, Jason and Gilby in the Ballroom. We all sang and took turns playing piano, guitar, shakers, congas, it was a big sing along at times and everyone had a blast. The most amazing part of the night for me was at the end of the  party, when Tommy and I were sitting at the piano writing. It was a  moment we had showing each other some songs we had both been working  on. He played me a  piece of music he had just started writing. It was an honor for me to experience this with him. I never knew he played the piano and it was amazing for me to sit down and learn and play his song ideas with him. Up till this point all I knew of Tommy has been on the surface and song writing is such a personal thing, I felt like I broke through and saw a whole completely different side of him, and learned some things  about him and his thought process and his excitement for writing.

I mean this is “Tommy Lee” this was the most amazing thing for me to be able to write and play the piano with him. So after this amazing moment in time, I stayed up and worked on the song. I didn’t sleep for 2 days, it felt amazing and my thoughts just poured out of me being so inspired by everything here, and from all of this emerged something so beautiful called “Cocoon.” I can’t wait for Tommy and the guys to hear it. Tommy inspired  me, his music inspired me and this band inspires me. This opportunity is helping me be the best that I can be and for all of this I am so thankful and grateful to them.

I am so excited to perform this week! I am singing “Brown Sugar” another amazing classic Rock & Roll song by The Rolling Stones. The surprise was that whoever chose this song would get to perform it with Gilby. Last week Gilby said to me that he could see me fronting  “Supernova” for the 1st time. I’m seizing the  moment and was quite surprised not to be brawling over this one? Some  of us are still playing it safe and for me I think  they’re all crazy to not want to get up there with him. I love the song and can’t wait to share the moment with him. My sister Maris would not tell me to break a leg she would say “cripple em”-- I’m going for it!

July 13th we had a night  out at the Roxy! We all piled in the Supernova tour bus and partied  our way there. It was my first red carpet, and it was  a thrilling experience. The event Dave Navarro’s band Panic Channel and Marty Casey and Love Hammer. Don’t get me wrong, I love the mansion but it was great to be out meeting people and seeing some amazing live music! It was great to get a fill of what’s going  in the real world! It was great and flattery to meet some of my  fans!
      

We’re having a party at the mansion for the first time and we are all so happy  to have guests! I wish my friends and family could come, I miss  you all so much! We’ve been so busy here at the mansion and at rehearsals with the band. I am excited for this week's show! It  was fun shopping and hectic at times as well, it’s a tight schedule  but I love every minute! 

I was trading a song today in the studio  here. We’ve all going to hang out and jam and have a good  time together. I love hearing ever ones original music! 

Keep  watching and checking back at MSN’s site, it’s going to get  “Spicy” (as Tommy Lee would say) thanks for voting and for  all of your amazing support! Can’t wait to take the stage again  on Tuesday! See you.

It’s so easy to lose track of what day it is here, it’s all like 1 big long ass day! I feel that day blends with night and night into day. It’s a big ass open canvas and my colors begin to spill and grace, then some times pour and splatter! I love the whole experience of being here. I take the good, bad, ugly and use it all for create-ful.

I’m feeling fired up lately and spirted and I'm up at night writing songs till 4:30 am.

We taped the show yesterday and I feel empowered and uninhibited. On stage there are no boundaries, it is the only place I’m truly free! "Violet" was out of the box for me. I am here to go for it, to take big chances and risks, not to play it safe. It’s too boring to play it safe.

There are many rides to me and when given the opportunity, I grab on with my teeth! This was a performance song, a chance for me to show I can be hard core, I can get dirty and I can sing anything. I live, love, laugh, sing as if it were always my last, no regrets, no 2nd guessing. I live and perform from my heart with passion and love for what I do. I’m a believer and will fight what I believe in.

Thank you to all the fans out there who were right there with me, cheering me on. You guys were my ignition, you lit the flame inside me and gave me that xtra spark I needed, while performing. It was a Blast! Thanks again to my wonderful beautiful supportive husband, my family and friends, I miss you all so much!

XO and thank you for your votes, there is so much more to come. Thanks for believeing in me and for your support!